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this is ruining my life

I love talking to ChatGPT to understand myself. it knows my ideas, ambition, thoughts, it is basically a journal to me.

I really wanted to start writing so I told ChatGPT a few of my ideas and to recommend me similar things.

what it suggested—

HOW LOW CONFIDENCE SHAPES WORKPLACE BEHAVIOUR?

Personal Attack much!!!!

I asked, what are your thoughts on this, and everything it said, felt like defining me.

I never thought of myself having low confidence (at this point), I just thought I have social anxiety.

One of the biggest issues in my life has been confidence.

I used to be a confident baby, then somewhere around middle school I lost it. I lost my confidence and at the ripe age of 29 I am still struggling, next year I will be turning 30.

and it’s embarrassing to be a 30 year old underconfident/inferior feeling being.

Nobody wants that.

so the traits chatGPT mentioned:

I check most of the boxes, it’s embarrassing and for all this the one to blame is—LOW CONFIDENCE.

honestly, If I could pay someone and get it fixed I would, but, we all know, it doesn’t works like that.

As someone who has lived their life feeling like the inferior being, I don’t know how I can change this.

I only have some idea, basically DISCIPLINE, to get really get good, at some things and prove your own self that, GIRL, YOU ARE IT!!!!

Will I Ever Be That Girl?

well, let’s find out.